Changes, Burning desire & Questions
Monthly Letter, February 2025
It seems a good day to write the February Letter, I like the number 7 very much (it seems to be the length of my relationships as well, lol).
I would argue that it is a reasonable time when all of this happens:
The honeymoon period - you know, when you cannot get your hands off each other and sex is really abundant and multi-orgasmic (I know! What a time, huh?). This can last anywhere from a few months only to a few years if you’re lucky.
Then it comes that period of romantic wellbeing when you feel secure because you’re in a loving stable relationship - while your friends are either going through divorce or struggling on dating apps.
But then, at some point, by some quirky cosmic prank (for me around the year five onwards) Boom! something “is not the same” anymore. You start noticing things on him/her you did not notice before and now it kind of annoys you a little.
Then, whether is you or him/her (if it is both you’re luckier than the rest!) starts having LESS interest in having sex and it decreases significantly. Sometimes to the point where it does only happen on your birthday and if!
Why is that? Have you given it a thought? What happens there?
I have my own theory (of course you do🙄).
But this is a letter, not an essay so we’ll leave that in the backburner for now.
Lots of changes
Not only the world and humanity are experiencing the most unique and unprecedented shift in consciousness (and this is based on astronomy, therefore, science - just for the sceptics😉) but also myself and my work.
As a consequence (remember the law of cause-effect, action-reaction…which is, again, science) it is obvious that, even if I started this journey posting teasing content, smiling and winking at you with the aim of capturing your interest perhaps because you are living a life of repressed fantasy, sense of guilt and shame around you and/or an unhappy unexpressed sexual energy, it does not mean I personally fill fulfilled doing JUST that, and you know why?
(I am going to tell you anyway so save your saliva and your ‘No’)
Because there is a burning desire in me that does not leave me alone and it comes from deep within or, in other words, deep without.
Remember we live in a paradoxical world, a wild cosmos where opposites aren’t enemies but dance partners in the grandiose ballet of life.
Think about this: we’re in an age where everything seems (and we are constantly told in spiritual communities) super connected yet strangely disconnected at the same time. One minute we’re celebrating the beauty of modern science and new discoveries - quantum leaps, cosmic wonders, all that mind-blowing stuff - and the next we’re - well, I am - staring into my own eyes, wondering who on earth I am and why am I craving such a raw, primal desire (sex) and also, seeking a soulful meaning to make sense of it all.
Our relationships mirror this cosmic contradiction, too.
In a paradoxical world, contradictions aren’t glitches in the matrix but the spice that makes everything interesting. They force us to grow, to question, to laugh at the absurdity of it all. Just like me, torn between shaking my ass on social media and digging deep to awaken something raw and real in you, I'm living that same paradox. I crave both the wild abandon of free desire and the deeper, soul-stirring connection that makes all the cosmic chaos worthwhile.
That’s the era we are transitioning into.
What are the changes then Mystic Meg?
Well, I have switched this Letter from weekly to monthly and turned on the paid feature (huge thanks to my first paid subscribers 🤗) but, don’t worry, I am not ditching free content! And the monthly letter will always be free.
That said, you’ll find that Premium posts, all the erotica writings, upcoming videos , and other cool stuff will be tucked behind a paywall.
I am obviously figuring it all out - so I don’t jump blindly into it like I did when I started my adult content creation journey 😆. So, you might notice more activity in the next months (more emails that is) as I continue building the platform.
Why so many subscriptions, you ask?🫤
That’s just the world we live in I am afraid. Content creation (a term I am not too fond of, by the way) is really an exchange of services. Just like in any job you show up, perform your tasks and get paid for it, this gig also needs steady cashflow to cover the same expenses as everyone else.
The huge difference I find, in my experience, comes down to whether you’re greedy as fuck and want always more (unfortunately most people do) or if you’re just happy and abundant enough to have your needs covered plus an extra “jolly-polly” to truly enjoy life.
And let’s be real, this gig is never steady! It’s a wild ride, constantly at the mercy of external forces and platforms that can flip the script on you in a heartbeat. Take my YouTube, for instance. I used to enjoy monetization there, but then, out of nowhere (well, out of being braless and showing off in lingerie) I got sanctioned and - bam! - that income disappeared. One day you’re cruising along, and the next, you’re left wondering how much of your hard work will actually pay the bills.
That’s the brutal truth of being an independent creator today. No matter how much passion and energy I pour into my content (come on! The alien video was genius😂) these platforms have their own rules, their own whims, and they can change the game without warning. It’s like trying to build a sand castle; you do your best to make it sturdy, but you never know when the tide will come in and wash it away.
So while I keep hustling and delivering the content you love, I’m also navigating this ever-changing landscape where stability is more of a myth than a guarantee. And honestly, that’s what makes this journey as exhilarating as it is unpredictable.
So each platform - Patreon, Onlyfans and now Substack - serves a different purpose and brings its own flavor. Plus, you (the users) have preferences as well and like or dislike them.
Let me show off a little:
Have I tempted you yet?😜
Ask me a question or tell me your story
This is a real novelty! So I get questions or personal stories very often from subscribers.
Side Note: remember I only chat on my subscription pages and not in social media or any other App whatsoever. Another reason to subscribe by the way.
But I have now set up this page where you can, anonymously, send me a question or a personal situation you’d like another- forward thinking and unconventional - view on or some help.
I am doing this so everyone can get the chance without having to subscribe, although obviously, there will be no personal written reply and it is not guaranteed I’ll make the video. Most men find difficult to get out of his chest what’s troubling them and it feels good to do so.
Another side Note: Be a gentleman and don’t send me nonsense or explicit pics in there, I’ll totally ignore and block 😁
No, I am not a therapist, but I navigate my life quite successfully with a blend of practical, spiritual and philosophical approach and I find that going too extreme on any of those does not work.
When you ignore spirituality, you go into depression, anxiety, PTSD, unhappiness, sense of being lost, addictions, endless distractions, being stuck…and you just go through life plodding along hoping for that “one day” in some undetermined future when things get (magically without 0 effort) better.
When you go the spiritual way but believe all the crap around some organised spiritual movements where you’re supposed to kill your ego (wrong!) and sit on lotus all day and practise celibacy just waiting for death to catch up with you…then you are missing what you came to this Earth for in the first place, which is…(practical) living?
And philosophy… this is a way of life that, along with (real) spirituality was forgotten when religions took over. Well, it is now time to retake control of our lives and LIVE THEM!!
Friends this was a long one, sorry (and I haven’t even touched on Valencrap day as much as I love to bitch about it).
Maybe next time.
Sending love and common sense your way 💫
Rose 🌹