I have said many times how I have gone through a deep personal transformation in the last few years (and I'll be banging about it forever, sorry).
I genuinely thought that was IT.
But it is not.
My Pluto/Sun transit is coming to an end (on the 16th of November exactly) and, as challenging as that has been, it is not ending on a low.
Saying that and without going too much into Astrology, the challenges are not over yet and now two other personal planets will be 'kindly' visited by King Pluto in the next few years.
But this girl loves a challenge 🤓
If you are interested in this topic, head off to my Inner Walkabout channel by the way.
So, what's going on?
My life is about to restart.
I just feel it.
I thought I had been re-born in 2021-22 (and I was) but now I feel stuck in a birth canal... again.
(Just as a side note... if you feel stuck with something, think of this analogy, it helps to understand and, also, helps seeing there is light at the end...always).
What happens when you're born is that something dies and something new comes to life.
Being born is dying.
Your life as you know it (being a fetus floating in a warm liquid and dark environment) ends and, after going through (what seems) an impossible hole (your mother's vagina) you suddenly find yourself in a totally new air environment, it is not that warm anymore and there are humans moving around and touching you and machines making noises.
Creepy, no?
You're born and the world you knew is totally gone but you are not even scared because you still don't know what fear is.
In a way, that's what an awakening feels like later in life with the exception of, this time, you know an awful lot.
I cannot point out exactly what it is besides, perhaps, that moving houses has a lot to do with it.
This is me literally as I write this letter in an empty house that is now going to be part of the past.
Change
I like change.
I would dare to say that I NEED change in my life otherwise is too boring.
And if I may... I think 'change' is what most people lack in their lives.
There are two types of change.
The one that comes from outside of yourself, which seems you have no control over and the one from inside which you can control but you don't even know how.
We were not taught that the power is within ourselves and that we can do pretty much whatever we want in life (I am not kidding).
In fact, for most people and because of the fear of change, what happens is that the control is manifested as suppression and, instead of going ahead and go for the "change" that's required, it gets bottled up.
Let me explain...
Just a quick reference to what I mean by "SEEMS you have no control over".
Let's say your wife falls in love with someone else and tells you she's leaving you (ouch, sorry!)
You have not taken any decisions or weren't wanting any changes in your relationship BUT... outside circumstances throw "change" at you.
That event you cannot control but you can control your reaction to it so, in a way, you're still in control, do you see my point?
Another example that I deal with constantly in my conversations with subscribers.
You fell in love X years ago with your, now wife, and, for a period of time, you had a great sexual life.
You made love every day, sometimes twice... you hold a personal world record of 6 times in 24h!
But gradually (and naturally) it decreased overtime...to the point that now, years later, you only have sex with your wife in your birthday and that is if you are lucky.
Well, something happened, right?
There was once an involuntary change (in frequency) but because it was gradual and because life is busy or because you love her, or bla, bla, bla... you did not even notice until...you DO.
Now you realise that you are clearly unhappy in that department, you have brought up the conversation a few times and nothing seems to change on her side.
But you really need a change, don't you?
We could simplify (for the sake of this being a letter) and say that you have two options: take it as it is and practise celibacy or...go for the CHANGE.
I know this is to hard to digest if you are in that situation.
But the point I want to make is that there is always a way and, not only that, but there is always ANOTHER way (my favorite sentence 😃).
I said I was simplifying... celibacy or divorce.
Both of those carry their own stigmas, advantages and disadvantages and associated ideas but, remember, it is how you deal with the circumstances and not the circumstances themselves.
So there are more solutions in-between those two. Many in fact.
But you need to be ready and openminded and, above all, be brave and overcome the fear.
By the way, this is not only for a 'sexless marriage' situation, it can be applied to anything in life that brings you to a crossroad.
We face crossroads all the time without even realising every time we make an (even tiny) decision.
Because every decision has a consequence.
So we better learn to take those decisions wisely and out of love instead of fear.
I am preparing something on that topic that I am hoping will help many people as, what I want to highlight here is that let's not play the game as black or white, left or right, good or bad... this is the duality game and it is difficult (if not impossible) to find the balance there.
We live in a polarised society and, in this cosmic season change that we are experiencing, duality is fading away.
You may think: WTF! Society is more divided than ever!!
Yes, that is true because whenever a shift occurs of this magnitude, the old ways have to fight it and resist and therefore, it all radicalises and anger explodes big time.
That is what we are seeing if you look around. Chaos.
But it is the storm...then there'll be the calm.
And my friends, I am done for today cause my lower back is killing me in this posture.
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For next time...
Looking at talking about the "Head-getting department" next 🤣🤣
This was a post I read and cracked me up. I love it!
It turns out that, even if you still have sex regularly in a long-term relationship (lucky you!)… most women seem not to enjoy head-giving and that, well... I gotta a lot to say about that.
Have a lovely weekend ahead.
Much love,
Rose 🌹