I'm Not Myself Anymore (And I'm Fucking Loving It)

Margaritas alone

I am feeling really weird lately. Like not being “myself”... and I am loving it! I truly believe we are meant to evolve, not only spiritually and all that jazz... but also as humans. Let me explain.

I had a big spiritual awakening back in 2021. Shocking I know. But I have the feeling that it was just the beginning of a long journey I embarked on and potentially has no end date.

Since then several micro-awakening have happened so I feel like the “Dark Night of the Soul” is not a one-off event but a lifelong lifestyle.

No, I have not smoked anything or had shrooms (but I do want to do that so please if you have any advice please reply to this email, I can’t wait to try that damn thing).

What I am trying to say is that I don’t think we come to this world (after being the fucking winners of a sperm race against other few millions, come on! fucking mad, innit?) to just plod along.

I think we are clueless (call it conditioning, programming, swear on the matrix, whatever) but LIFE...life is something else.

Let me get a tiny bit too personal tonight...