Midlife Erotica

Midlife Erotica

Life Is Pointless

What if that’s the Point?

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Sep 26, 2025
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I’m in a dark spot.
I thought I’d already gone through my “dark night of the soul” (hell, I even trademarked it in my head as been there, done that). But apparently, the soul doesn’t work on a punch card. Here I am again, staring into the void, no frequent flyer miles, just the same raw questions.

This morning I saw two people standing at one of those religious stands with leaflets. The title on theirs said: “Enjoy Life Forever.”

Forever? I can barely enjoy life right now. If eternity feels like this, I am outta here!

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