I haven’t written anything explicit in a while and, as it happens, I am doing it today but let me tell you something first. I don’t like Substack anymore for a lot of reasons, one being that it is becoming another social (non-social) media where apparently you have to bow to an algorithm and you know what I do with that?
I have been publishing stuff for free mostly in the last few months so God bless my paid subscribers who, as I now have proof, simply choose to support me because they like me (ain’t that cool?).
Have a look at this:


Anyways, this is not a complaint, by the way, just my thoughts on the matter. It is totally a fucking complaint, sorry, some little lies still slip through my fingers.
If I had to live off this platform, I’d be like…

The thing is that I enjoy writing very much and sharing my thoughts so that’s that.
Anyways, you can tell the payout came out this week 😆 and it was like… wtf 🤔
Truth be told, I suck at selling too. I would not sell air-con in the desert. No way.
Another trigger this week…
has been a comment from a user on YouTube hiding behind a @fndjfhghfghghsifhjkkhjlg757677hskh5487 name and commenting:
“Why are you not making those try-on videos anymore? You should do that.”
And, again, I am like 🙄
“Yeah, right, of course because I incarnated to entertain YOU”.
The audacity.
I wanted to comment back a nice and polite “Fuck Off” but I didn’t. I just hid him from my channel (yes, you can do that) and moved on because, you know, I am all Zen 🪷 now and I live in a permanent state of not-giving-a-shitness.
To wrap up the rant: I am changing things around here, and one of these days, when one of those Uranian lightning strikes I often get hits me, some of you will miss my free emails 😅
But, for now, let it be as it is…
Erotic Fiction
I don’t like fiction in general which is funny, being part of the “fantasy world”, right?
Maybe because I am THE fantasy, that covers the hunger for it.
I prefer non-fiction stuff from real people, real stories, metaphysics, esoterism…you know, the usual 😅
So, although at the beginning I tried to write erotic fiction (the earliest paid articles) I mostly prefer to write real experiences to be honest.
So, in this next one, I’ll describe to you how a midlife woman pleasures herself when there is no man around 👀 as it happened just last night… (now you gotta pay to carry on I am afraid).





