There is no Myth in here. Age brings you wisdom because it brings experience.
But let’s not get fooled…how THAT life has been lived will determine THAT wisdom.
I have lived a long life (well, that’s how it feels 50 years for me!) and a lot has gone on.
Sometimes I think that if I had known what I know now at 25 years old…
Oh my God! Someone stops that woman before she conquers the world!!!
I am, obviously, joking (well, half) but I don’t think there are dumbest statements than the ones starting with “What if…”.
“What if-bollocks” - there is no IFs that bring anything positive!
I am laughing because the other day somebody made a comment saying: “Miss Dawson is conquering the world” and it really made me giggle.
I think he said that because I now have a trillion Youtube channels, a bunch of adult content sites, a cazilion Instagram’s, Tiktoks (remember most are fake and scams, I use mine for promotion but never use the messaging on social media), Threads, this Substack and probably other things I have forgotten I have 😆
Well, that’s my wisdom acting out.
We are humans, Joder!
That’s my last video’s tittle - yes, Joder is a Spanish swearword equivalent to Fuck!.
I find it funny when I combine both languages 😆
This video is going to make me lose subscribers because most of them (probably not in this letter) just want to see my 50 year old meat and could not care less about my brain.
But, ironically, I find that the combination of “meat with brain” is actually sexier so I could not care less about subscriber count, to be honest.
Anyway, that was a moment of illumination I had in the sauna.
I have a lot of these moments.
For some reason, I did not have them when I was in my 20s and just thought about having fun and sex… ONLY 😅
Then in my 30s I transmuted into the perfect Mom who ever existed on Earth and then started not wanting sex with my husband anymore (standard) and joining online forums to figure out why my baby was shitting like a sheep or if the teeth were supposed to be out yet.
You know, that kind of (mega boring) stuff.
My 40s… OH-MY-DEAR-ALMIGHTY-GOD …of course the bomb was ticking and fucking exploded 💣
I mean - Astrology nerd mode On - I have natal Uranus in my 7th House and natal Pluto in the descendant.
THAT is a ticking bomb.
I’ll tell you more about my 40s in the future.
This is a letter, not a memoir🤓
What you need to know
These are a few things I am learning after all these years on this planet and A LOT (and I mean A LOT) of personal work (and fucking tears).
A CAREER IS JUST A JOB - I bullsh1t on all that toxic “being in a successful career”.
So if you work at a factory or clean toilets (or sell your nudity online 😜) you’re a loser??
No, my friend.
You’re a loser when you don’t know yourself and live a life behind a mask thinking, doing, feeling or saying what others or society expect from you. Total loser.
LOVE IS NOT OUTSIDE - and cannot be won, bought or chased.
Until you find love inside yourself (not meaning only the “sometimes toxic” and vague love yourself), you’re only getting lessons to learn, not true love.
MONEY IS JUST FREEDOM - Forget about money as happiness.
“If I had money…”
If you had money what?? Huh? What?!
You would be exactly the same person with the same circumstances but you’d be able to spend more, potentially travel more and acquire more sh*t that you don’t need.
PEOPLE COME AND GO - Some might have an important role in your storyline, others are just temporary. But all of them are teachers.
BEING ALONE IS OK - more than ok actually. If only people understood that before coupling and running into the society’s consensus of ‘right thing to do’ we NEED to know ourselves first!
Can’t be that difficult!
AGING IS A BLESSING - You don’t wanna age? Right, then go and die. Bye.
WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK MATTERS A Joder! - self-explanatory.
SENSE OF HUMOR IS ESSENTIAL - and laughing about yourself first, A MUST.
Try it, it is liberating.
LIFE HAS TO BE CHALLENGING - without challenges, we don’t grow.
TRUST WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE, NOT WHAT YOU ARE TOLD
What’s happening in the World??
💥Creating Reality.1:
“We are all fucked, the world is fucked, we are all gonna die (you bet!) and there is no hope” - says whoever on the Internet.
💥Creating reality.2:
“Life is challenging for many people at the moment… but what can I do, realistically, to change that?”
THE answer: Focus on yourself and what you can control.
I bet you there are many people out there burning bins and protesting for stuff who are not taking care of their personal affairs/life and use that as a escape for their frustration.
Wisdom Nugget
Discussing about these concerns, here is the message from a fan in the US that I deeply appreciate and wanna share ✌🏼
My unrequested advice?
(sorry it’s MY Letter)
As electromagnetic beings we radiate waves of energy 24/7 and a quality of vibration.
The more of us that are aware of this and the more people stop taking parts in pretty much anything that involves confronting another part…the better world we’ll create.
Honestly? Not looking too good at the moment but it is just the storm before the calm.
I wish you have an amazing weekend.
Enjoy the sunshine ☀️ (if you have it).
Look up at the sky and get amazed with the infinite greatness of it.
Look up at the stars and let that light enter your heart.
Feel love and compassion for yourself.
You’re doing the BEST you can ❤️
A bit of Erotica to end on a HIGH
Remember that you can send me your stories replying to this email.
What stories?! 😳
Anything you want to get out of your chest or share about you, your life, your marriage… and you think it can be helpful for more people in your situation.
Or your erotic fantasies 😈
I’ll address it in a video, letter, article or whatever rocks my boat that day 🤪