Whose story are you living?

My friend told me I'm basically a man. Anyway - I made a video.

The way I work is by instinct like an animal. I have this topic that turns me on, I sit, I write, I ask Claude to correct my non-native English mistakes and I make a video, I edit it and I post it. That’s very fiery because I am very fiery 🔥

Now… that goes against every YouTube success course where you are supposed to have a plan, a schedule, a filming day, an editor, a thumbnail designer (like what?! I just literally screenshot my mug and add a text 😅)… nah! Not me, I do it my way (my favorite song).

(I’ll omit the part where I should say I am not very successful at YouTube and making money with it though 😂😂😂)

Venus and Mars War

I might be coming back to this for a while because I realize that what we are lacking as a society is not more sisterhoods and brotherhoods… but HUMANhoods.

And I am not saying the gendered ones are wrong at all, they are cool. I was in a sisterhood of two last weekend (my friend Laura and I, that is) and just found out that most women cannot orgasm during penetration. I was like…🫥 I had to google it and ask the robots! I had no idea!

So I can understand a little bit better now when older women who hardly orgasm during their marriage, get divorced and get all hyped up with the ‘women empowerment and self-pleasure’. I mean, bless them.

But not my case at all. And when I told Laura that, except for my very first time at 18 (when I did not even know what I was doing), the rest of the time (you-know-what-I-mean) not only have I not missed one but I also make it happen at the same time (you-also-know-what-I-mean) - she was like…: WTF, you’re a man! 😆

Last time I looked between my legs I wasn’t - but I have always had this instinct that I was one in my previous lifetimes 🤷‍♀️

Anyways - back to the script we didn’t write.

The video: it starts with my family and their scripts… but it ends up being about all of us. About me. About you. About the story running your life. Where it came from. Why changing the outside never seems to stick. And the one question that kicks off the self-inquiry.

Watch it here →

And if it lands - I’m running a workshop called Go Off Script where we do this work together. Paid subscribers, you’re in for free. Everyone else, watch this space.

Eva :)