Another Friday and I am here (it feels so good to show up for yourself!).
The only thing that is different is that I have turned my little heater on, bloody hell is cold already!
And today I am home…well…home for now (big news coming up in that front).
What happened last week?
I did some personal ‘healing’ and tried a (crazy) thing.
I cannot share graphic content in here since it is NSFW (and that’s why that type of content is only accessible in my subscription pages).
PLUS it is obviously the way I make a living, mind you.
But I’ll tell you about it.
Nudity and healing
It’s funny how these things come in synchronicity as somebody sent me an email asking my views on whether nudity is spiritual.
He said he feels really connected and free when nak3d.
But our conditioning makes us, somehow, feel a bit ashamed of it and with that feeling of ‘doing something wrong’.
I wanted to make a video about it but haven’t had the time to prepare it properly yet.
Anyway, at the same time, I knew about this man who is a friend of a friend who practises nudism and does yoga and energy healing.
It is super cool because he does not advertise anywhere, he just sees people (like me) when they reach out to him by word of mouth.
So there I went.
What am I healing from?
Oh God, one million things as we all, don’t we?
There is no adult person in the world (well, maybe Buddha?) who is pure enough and balanced enough to NOT need any healing.
I know it sounds negative but I think that we are all broken, one way or another.
It isn’t negative though.
Order comes after chaos.
If life is not challenging, is not a life, it is an existence and, as I said before, we are not plants needing just sunlight and water to live, we are humans and we need much more than that.
So being broken is positive it means you can ‘repair’ yourself.
How? With inner work.
Back to the yogi man.
What I did not expect is to find a super hot guy 😅
Sorry, I am a middle-aged woman very appreciative of a fit and handsome human male…
What?? Do you want to know what my ‘ideal’ type is?
Hmmm, ok…let me think about it and I’ll tell you next week.
In fact, I’ll keep to myself his age (not that is important) so you can picture it and then get your own image in your mind.
Actually, watch out for a quiz at the end of the letter, let’s make this fun.
The Session
It was about being nak3d (of course) and started with a conversation about why you (me, in this case) wanted the session so he could understand what I was wanting out of it.
Then did a meditation where he talked lying next to me while holding hands 😳
Apparently he reads and senses your energy and going into a meditative state (technically is called going to Alpha brainwaves in your brain) he can help to shift beliefs that are blocking you.
You may be wondering…why the F* has this to be done undressed?
That is exactly the question I asked myself when I first heard.
Well, the official answer from him is that nudity is purity and totally natural and that overcoming that blockage in itself (thinking it is ‘bad’ to be nak3d) produces 90% of the healing.
Very interesting stuff 😲
I stayed unclothed for a while after the session.
Nudism is a way of life and represents a philosophy of freedom, simplicity, and acceptance and I like that it is not about ‘sexual’ activity but…
No, sorry, socialising in your birth dress is not for me.
I like it intimate, reserved, purposeful and intentional and not a ‘norm’ so to speak.
However, the experience was great and I was able to take some shots 📸 that my subscribers will appreciate for sure 😉
What else?
After that nice time and once back home I got that email from Youtube saying I am too sexy for advertisers 😆 so my channel has been demonetized.
Confession: I was making peanuts anyway as those topics around s3xuality are not suitable for brainwashing viewers with Kelloggs’s or Doritos ads, you know?
So I won’t re-apply most likely.
If you enjoy my content, you can always join my Patreon as I will use it now to post exclusive (non-s3xual) videos only for patrons.
As well as the erotica stories.
Whaaat??? Are you leaving OF????
No, I am not.
I am so proud of it.
Only Fans “saved” me and I am forever grateful.
Would I do things differently if I could turn back time?
ABSOLUTELY.
Can I do that?
NO, I CAN’T.
It will be soon 5 years that I started and I knew nothing (like Jon Snow) so I did the best I could, like we all do.
I intend to keep it until the day I die and I am not joking.
But that is a story for another day.
Quiz
So, let’s see if you know me well…😜
(you might need to get the App to vote, sorry)
I’ll reveal next week.
Miss D’s Book Club
I know, I skip this bit some weeks but I have just started this one (thank you for introducing me to it, John and get it for me in my Wishlist 😁).
“A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity” 😍
As you can see, my creativity is about to be boomed 💣
This is totally right up my street, I love it!
Just to end today, I send you a voice note with a quote from Ben Shahn, an American artist.
You don’t need to be an ‘artist’ to relate…as a human being stay away from labels and, trust me, you’ll be much happiER.
Love,
Rose🌹
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